PRIVACY.

So my parents found out about my blog(this one) and just scolded me a lot. I stopped posting cause I was so mad and embarrassed and thought they would scold me again. This happened long back near my Freedom is not freedom post. Recently I have been blogging my feelings in a diary which my mom found out about. In that diary I had written about me cutting myself (which is true but lets not get on about that) and my crush. Especially about how much I liked him. I was so furious. Though she tried to hide the fact that she went through my diary I knew she did. The fact that you can never have privacy scares me because alone time is something teens need especially at this time when you have a lot of feelings and you dont know who to tell. I dont trust ANYONE so i dont tell anyone. I told my best friend about my crush and that was my lesson of trust. I have trust issues which I noticed recently when I didnt open up and stayed closed. You might think I am being extra for the sake of it but I know it is true. Usually in a conversation I am the one who listens and if anyone asks me to tell something about myself  I lie. I only told my best friend about my crush to see how she would handle it and it was really bad. I wanted to tell her I cut but after this I have decided not to tell anyone. That was all I wanted to say. My next post will be about vampires and there will be no personal message but I hope you enjoy it.😊