Freedom is not actually freedom

When you have spring break or summer holidays, you are free, you have no homework(maybe sometimes during spring break..), you have no school, you can basically do anything you want or you so you might think. I think that freedom is never there no matter what, we are always bound by rules, either you break it or follow it but it is always there. With rules comes different categories, rebels,rule-followers, rich, poor, intelligent, dumb and it goes on. What if there were no rules, could we actually be free of corruption, racism, and sexism. All this came to me when my mom said she would not let me use any tech after 10 pm which was quite unfair because she had said that the two months of summer holidays, I'd be free.As the rebel that I was, I objected and my mom knew I would not stop until it was fair that I could be free to do as I wish for the summer holidays. Can we actually be free?

I think that freedom doesn't exist and if it did then wouldn't there be just chaos. Comment down what you think freedom is.

Crushes are confusing

Being a teenager is confusing, liking someone is confusing, trusting someone is confusing, LIFE IS CONFUSING!
Life at this point of time is confusing because I'm not sure I can't trust anyone, with my BFF at the other side of the world life is hard and even though I can call some of school friends BFF, they aren't, they aren't trustworthy. I need something, someone to confess my feelings about my crush. My crush is cute and he is liked by every single in the class. That's the hard part.Right now,we are "good friends"(quoting him) and that is something lucky because it isnt normal for you to have your crush and you as friends. The hard part is literally every thing is confusing!  (confusing word count-5)

Comment if you have ever been in these type of situations or do you feel the same way.

Pilot/intro

Hello world! Winter Wonderland here,and this is my first blog post on this blog . This is a blog diary like girl online. No reason for this but just that I needed an area to confess my feelings which are really messed which is normal for a teenager. I'm supposed to be anonymous but my blog name gives away a tiny detail, I'm born in December and I'm sagittarian which is not like big info like my name and stuff but you do get to know what type of a person I am. 

This was a pilot or an intro, I think I'll post like weekly. More about me in my next blog post!